february air.

Yesterday was a good day,
just staying still and let the world pass by for a couple of hours in warm sheets.
waaaow to the black doctor Phil (Kyle).
hello to the new painted room.
can't wait to see that.
everyone has been having problems lately.
maybe because it's the season of love.
asian dude is having troubles.
i feel bad and i can only comfort.
shuun on me~
finally, WINSTON TALKS ON THE PHONE WITH ME.
I truly think that "white boy" is "batty".
Natasha Nicole Gibe.
Webcamming was fun.
interesting poses.
listening to these words on my huge headphones.
"I remember when my heart broke.
I remember when I gave up loving you."

Digs in me like a fat kid going all out on his pudding.

Those are just memories,
refresh baby.

Tea Shop 168

"Just Lovely."
Tell me how you CAN'T use chopsticks?
EPIC FAIL <3
One More Drink- Ludacris
i already forgot that choreography XD
waaaaow.
The Uninvited wasn't that scary.
holay shoot.
"Want to go to that christmas party Aileen?"
*chinese accent*

HI-RO: Chocolate Flavoured Sandwich Cookies

9:31PM
that is really odd.
i got a call from someone strange.
i honestly can't remember.
am i just retarded or deaf?

11:24PM
I FINALLY FOUND OUT WHO IT WAS.
some girl named maria.
kim's ex-girl.
im surprised i engaged in conversation with her.
waaaaaow.
she is on his balls like a little bitch.
hot daymn.

love, war and chocolate?

let's see.
kyler, maryrose and mr.durzi.
woooot.
party at my house?
not even,
more like chillage at the garbage dump.
my house is a mess.
and now they're nagging at me D:
nag, nag, nag, nag, nag.
rhoelyn's coming soon.
SHAMBAAAM!

many secrets spoken.
things i didn't want to hear.

lack of concentration!

I have the hardest exam tomorrow,
and yet,
I still watch Anime, Asian Dramas and Tetris.
WHAT THE HELL?

I honestly hope I don't fail D:
that is all .

EXAMS ARE GAY .

waaaow, i think im addicted to writing everyday.
i should probably stop for a bit haha.
but as we all know,
1st semester is finally coming to an end.
now we have GAY exams.
tuesday, wednesday and thursday im booked.
english is hard even though i can speak perfectly.
i should try this time.
religion is religious. (well no fucking way)
who gives a shit.
haha.
science is waaaaay too easy for me.
and thats only because im in applied.
geeez.

wish me luck bitches.

MAJOR HAIR CRISIS .

SPAZ ATTACK IN 3,2,1 .
WHAT THE FUCKING LARD!
IM SUCH AN IDIOT.
I WANT TO DIE RIGHT NOW .
SOOOOOOOO FUCKING MAD RIGHT NOW.
IM SUCH A FUCKING RETARD.
ARRRRRRRRRRRRRG!

*cries in a corner*

before this all happened,
after my shower,
i decided to cut my hair.
then after i got my razor and started thinning my hair.
but then,
someone knocked on the door so loud.
I CUT A PART OF MY HAIR OFF.
NOW I HAVE A FUCKING BALD SPOT.
THIS IS NOT FUNNY.
(well for you guys it is)
I WANT TO GET A HAMMER AND SMASH MY TEMPLE.

gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay.

now I have this stuff from chinatown on my face that will magically make my pimples go away/whiter.
FAKE.

"I Like That Jesus Music Up In This Joint"

So far,
i have done no studying whatsoever.
im such a lazy lazy.
besides from that,
my teacher said she would boost up my mark if i did a few assignments.
(read the previous previous blog :P)
so i've decided to NOT fail religion.
like come on,
WHO FAILS RELIGION?
topic chosen:Abuse
it went out pretty well.
now im stuck picking 4 Christian songs and summarize them.
oh joy.
question proposed,
what songs should i pick?
hmm...

Birthdays, Exams & Relationships.

A Very Mari Birthday.
Mandarin, Clubbing, Condo Party & Mossing around the Beaches.

Exams.
Monday is Exam Prep.
Tuesday is English Exam.
Wednesday is Religion Exam.
Thursday is Science Exam.
Friday is PARTY TIME AT THE HOTEL!

Relationships.
asian dude and another asian.
448 & 662.
Miss Thang and her Persian Prince.

what a day.

what an adventure .

today was epic .
despite i had to run from school,
to the burger king at Victoria Park,
to my house,
borrow a key from the office,
go to my computer and burn a cd that i bought,
skipped third period without the teacher knowing,
going on the subway,
and buying ice tea,
it was a fucking workout.
but it was worth it.
i feel INVINCIBLE.
after school ,
journeying to Vaughn with the best friend blackie Kyle Busquine.
teaching Flashing Lights to a bunch of asian kids with a hint of black and indian.
amazing time.
chocolate milk and meat supreme pizza ?
THAT SOUNDED NASTY.
girl talking with Dr.Phil.

now im currently listening to Rent.
BRAAAAAAAP!

SO IM STUPID. LOL

so basically,
my mother told me that some kid went into my room,
and used a blank cd i needed in order to teach in class tomorrow.
immedietly i rushed out the door at 10:50pm looking for another one.
i had 5 dollars and nothing more because no one has given me money for the whole week.
walking from my house all the way to victoria park at a shoppers drug mart,
i finally get in and find it.
only 2 problems,
it was a 10 pack and 10 dollars.

in utter failure,
i walk back home in shame and anger.
i get home,
laughing starts to happen.
"your so stupid."
i hear it over and over again,
slowly backing into my room.
lights off,
didn't even bother to take off my coat.
i just lay there,
shedding just a tear.
honestly,
no one knows how much it means to me,
to teach something i love for the first time.
now i won't be able to do it...
shame.

FAMILY, OH MY!

so today hannah and chris labucas came over to my house today after some random chillage at museum station lol.
RUSH HOUR 3 IS THE SHIT.
and then,
the family came home.
usually they're rude and obnotious.
today i have experienced something i hope to see again,
them being NICE.
it's a miracle!
but then again,
very embarassing...
but still,
today was epic :)

Senior Ties, Vests, Flannel Pants, etc .

Neil Mc Neil is EPIC FAIL.
Everytime,
I ALWAYS get a chance to get a free uniform.
in total, iv'e probably taken about 15 sets of uniforms for myself and other people for nothing.
im such a nice person ~
jueeesus christ.
I feel so exposed right now.
FUCK IT.

Skipping Class is Cool ?

Well , it;s 8:55 and im really bored at school.
Im like skipping 1st period which is english.
reason being, ISU ESSAY.
some niner class is watching Romeo and Juliet in the modern day version .
soooo gaaaay .
I wish i had someting productive to do.
but instead, every thought that goes in my head is just like.
BLEH .
Besides from melting my avocado brain,
i've been thinking lately about the new year and what stores ahead.
For me, I just need to be myself instead of being fake.
ENOUGH SAID.
Honestly, not hoping to find anything "love" related this year.
secretly i've been dating,
but still,
this year, i don't think ill be needing anyone.
Its probablly because I don't want another broken heart,
having time for it to heal.
I don't need it.
Ranting is fun.
I guess this is where I can release a thought or two just for the heck of it.
and i've also given up on the space before the period thing.
im really annoyed of it now.
OH SHIT ,
another resolution!
haha , sweet deal.
btw,
i suck at dancing .
thanks :)
finished at 9:11

One After Another .

zomfg .
i honestly can't concentrate D:
"im so sick, infected with..."
HOMEWORK .
fuck life .

how many people have been messaging me ?
my goodness ,
readers ,
remind me to STAY OFF when I have something important to do .
facebook too :)

BLAH !

First Blog Thingy .

Bonjour everyone :)
i thought i'd never make this, i thought wrong haha .
Julius Valdez here, supposed to do an english ISU that was due like 3 days ago .
im still not done, and im failing with a 52% .
SHAAAAAME ON MEEEEE .
well then ,
off to nerd land I guess...
i hate homework ,
UGH !

I should also mention ,
for GERR who inspired me to make this.
LMAO .